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Imperfect_Snow
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Name: Krys
Country: United States
State: Vincennes
Birthday: 2/18/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: dieting, weightloss, pills, that damn Eliptical trainer...I would sell my soul to have one of my own!
Thank God I have this ugly fat body for which to focus on and hate and spend all my time trying to fix, change, lessen. Thank God for exercise machines, and diet pills. Thank God for weightloss. Thank God I can try and fix the outside because I just know that the inside is beyond repair.
H: 5'9
CW: 145
LW: 145
GW: 119
Expertise: Having to wake up eveyday with this weight is enough to drive anyone to go crazy...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Imperfect Snow
MSN: cd108@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  imperfect_snow
Member Since:
12/15/2003
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| I have decided to get a new site...everythign ihave treid isnt working so my new xanga is Unspeakable_Joy...I hope that I see all of you there!
~Krys~
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| Whats up ladies and gentlemen...I thought I would make a quick entry before I start my Tae Bo for the day.
Last night I was parting my ass off...Got drunk...Damn I need that. But Now it's back on the wagon. Time to work off the shit i ate and had last night.
I started making a few folder for people...again if you want one just holler
I had lunch with a good frind of mine from high school I havnt seen her since we graduated because of school and everything. But like the first words out of her mouth were..."OMG your so thin..." And because of that I had a real smile on my face. Something that hasn't happened in a few weeks. Plus it justifies all the shit I have have to do to stay this thin you know... | | |
| I cannot came this
I can not explain this
And I really don't want to
just call me shameless
I can't even slow this down
LET ALONE stop this
and i keep looking around--but i cannot top this
if I had any sense
i guess i'd fear this
i guess i'd keep it down
so no one would fear this
i guess i'd shut my mouth and rethink a minute
but i can't shut it now cause there's something in it"
or light of some kind
"we both know what i've been doing yeah i've been interntionally bad at
lying and you're the only boy i ever let see thru me and i hope you
believe me when i say i'm trying - i hope i never improve my game yeah i would
rather have these things weigh on my mind and at the end of this tunnel of
guilt and shame, there must be a light of some kind"
"i don't think that i'm strong enough to do this much longer, god i wish i
were stronger...do you ever have that dream, where you open your mouth and
you try to scream but you can't make a sound | | |
| O.k I'm bored and I need something to do SO I have decided to make thinsperation folders to people who want them. In the folders are going to be filled with pics, qoute cards, rants and all that fun stuff...who would be interested in that? All I ask that you send me some money to help ship it all but other than that I'll try and get everything myself...Thoughts...Ideas...
~Krys~ | | |
| have you ever had one of those days were you just fell like shit? I'm there now. I'm all depressed and i don tknow why...Maybe im crazy *sighh* well I have a concert tonight tha ti have to go practice for...then im going to wallow in self pity ill talk to you guys later
~Krys~ | | |
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